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Teh Creator

Useless Information: n. material that people have no use for unless they are absolutely obsessive and stalker-like.

General Info:
Prefer to be called: Kusho
Birthday: 10.02.87
Other Nicknames: SakPak, Kush-Kush, Sarre, Rabbit, Kushi-Wushi Bear, Obake, etc.
Occupation: IT-AV Student Assistant
Other Aliases: [see "EXIT" page]

Wanna Relate?
anime, rock/emo music, playing piano and drums, band, teenage angst, kendo, biking, blading, mangas, chatting, writing, sleep, video games, j-music, film making, writing, event planning, etc.

The Mad Confabulation of Thoughts that Wander this Mind
We are specs of dust, circulating in the atmosphere compared to the universe; the universe could care less of what we think. Life is just an illusion that makes the world seem for the better or for the worse; in the end it just leads to death and life is reborn again to create another illusion, to deceive the innocent, to taint our minds with lies of feeling accepted, when we are all just lonely souls looking for a place in society.

So, the friends we have and the world as we know it, are completely fabricated. Neither are meant to last because as time passes, friends disappear from us and we disappear from the world; the cycle is then repeated, to create the same emotions, the same sentiments, the same pain to waver another soul into doubting their own existence until the truth is once again revealed, the inevitable truth.

But, ay, there's the rub. In this world of mystery and paradoxes, there is no truth. That is only the truth.

Blurb on Inspiration
The world can be a dreary place. Through my daily obstacles in life, I believe that anything and everything has an inspiring quality to them. A wise Buddhist monk once said, "Suffer what there is to suffer; enjoy what there is to enjoy." I take this to heart. Without suffering, we would not know what to enjoy. Without enjoyment, we would not have the compassion to understand others' suffering. Without understanding, how is there any possibility of world peace? Suffering and enjoyment are both integral parts of humanity.

I realize that I walked onto the Soka University of America campus facing the wrong way. When I first arrived, for the longest time, I was walking backwards, facing and dealing with my past, in turn being only slightly aware of the present and completely oblivious to the future. Now, with the help of people so dear to me, I've turned myself around, to face the future, to live life with no regrets, to remain undefeated even in times when I am not victorious.

Should I forget what makes me human; should I need time to re-evaluate myself; should I think that life is just going way too fast, I’ll turn to this: INSPIR-SORROW.

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